just that one last dance.

kitchen days

2011-12-16T00:01:00.005+08:00

School's been a whirlwind, things, people, work.I'm into my 2nd term now. Less than a year to go till graduation. Just into my 3rd month of apprenticeship. Soon i guess. But will it be soon enough ? Shoulder blade's inflamed and it seems pretty bad recalling the crap i used to get back from track. Ought to eat more bananas i suppose. Besides, what're the chances of resting it at work ?

staring into steel blue eyes.

2011-05-26T18:28:00.002+08:00

this time what i want is you there is no one else who can take your place this time you burn me with your eyes you see past all the lies you take it all away i've seen it all and it's never enough it keeps leaving me needing you take me awaytake me awayi've got nothing left to sayjust take me away

4.5 months down.

2011-05-16T20:29:00.003+08:00

Cant believe i'm down to my last month now. I've had a great time in general i guess.But i'm somewhat angry at myself for not being able to let go of some people, some things. People whom i loved, who i still love, who i trusted, who i still trust. People who are disappointing me.People who i thought meant the world to me, not even able to tell me things that are happening. Big things. Jo, on

more news from aotearoa

2011-01-29T12:07:00.000+08:00

Hello all,Greetings from kiwiland again. The helpX at Whitianga was interesting in a good way. Different from what i expected but was pretty enjoyable nonetheless.Met some people there and got on pretty good terms with them. Was planning to go for Hawke's Bay's Food and Wine festival on the 29th so needed to arrive around the 27th for it. Planned to go up to Auckland with Bob (my host) to

hello travels. please play nice.

2011-01-08T18:35:00.004+08:00

Sky City as seen from Victoria Park MarketIt's been almost 1 and a half week now. This is late, very. Still, hello New Zealand, hello Auckland. I've arrived. (:Parnell, Auckland. Along the yellow brick road.It's been pretty interesting, Auckland central has been very bustling. But i guess what struck me the most has to be yesterday's trip to Manukau City - went there to get my IRD done. The bus

fan-made drrr stuff !

2010-12-26T02:41:00.002+08:00

Japanese fans never cease to amaze me. Nico nico artists are amazing to say the least. Heh.I love this on so many levels ! The way the visuals are done, the sensitive use of colours, the art, the ambiguity. Heck, having Izaya with that pained smile was a bonus too. Masaomi just kicked Izaya off my top drrr character list with this song. Utterly hot. Doesnt help that it fits his character too.

Rachmaninoff Piano Concerto No. 2

2010-12-19T16:50:00.003+08:00

I've been stuck on this piece the last few days. Last week or so in fact. Wrote after recovering from his depression from Concerto No. 1's failure, Rachmaninoff's 2nd piano concerto hits starts heavy, like raindrops falling onto a puddle on a gloomy evening, then it goes on to hit you like a wave that cannot be stopped. Heavy and dark, ironic and yet laced with such heartbreaking and beautifully

clockwork bound mystery

2010-12-15T00:33:00.002+08:00

Rust coloured heartbeat,Cry of the bluebell.Descent into the dusk,Time paved roads.Unlettered to thee,Thine shall remember thy name.

amatsuki

2010-11-29T13:54:00.004+08:00

New seriessss. Been putting this off for a while (actually i gave up after 1 chapter that time) but heck, finally did start reading it yesterday.I think it's the art that makes me push on. Honestly, it's confusing. And long loading times dont help. I want this in hardcopyyy !!Anyway, confusing plot aside, i LOVE the art. Okay, maybe more of the colour splash pages. Makes me want to get the

a lesson in pain.

2010-11-19T12:51:00.003+08:00

“People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry,

thoughts, new zealand.

2010-11-18T22:55:00.002+08:00

It's been a month. Almost a whole month. Anyway, plans to leave are confirmed. 27th December. Bye Singapore, see you around. I hope my hunch is wrong, but something tells me that i might not be able to return. I dont know.Other big news would be that i've decided to get baptised. I suppose it was half an impulsive decision, half a call to do so.Mum once said, i'll be able to choose once i reached

2010-11-12T23:52:00.000+08:00

Busy, too busy.So busy i want to pull my hair out. Argh. Too much things to settle, too much things to figure out. Sighhhhh.

foursquare

2010-10-18T14:27:00.004+08:00

Initially, i was pretty happy that more Singaporeans are catching onto foursquare. I mean, more friends to share an app is always good no ?Well, no.Somehow Singaporeans seem to have a way of messing things up. Like why the hell would i want to know that you've checked into "Josephine's House" or "My Home" or "Dear's Place" ? Like no. I dont want to know where you stay, where "Josephine" or your "

chado.

2010-10-16T22:41:00.006+08:00

I feel like going for chado classes again.I miss the tea, miss the sound of sliding opening a washi paper door;I miss the smell of the tatami as you first enter, miss the shadows and dimness of the rooms;the 'intensity' in folding the chakin, the sound of the gentle yet firm whisking using the chashaku;I miss the silence, miss the steadiness when cleansing the utensils,I miss the feel of a warm

j.

2010-10-14T19:35:00.007+08:00

liability [ˌlaɪəˈbɪlɪtɪ]n pl -ties1. the state of being liable2. (Economics, Accounting & Finance / Banking & Finance) a financial obligation3. a hindrance or disadvantage4. likelihood or probabilityThinking about it, you've always had more time for the people who were physically there than me. Though i'm really neutral on that issue. Then again, it really feels unfair, more so than necessary.

wedding; complicated family relations.

2010-10-12T11:42:00.009+08:00

Top down; Menu, which is printed by the bride and groom. Check out the little round slip, that was their chocolate box's tag, the hotel's looked damn cheap in comparison. Yes, that's their initials. Aunt and cousin Sheryl. The bride and groom, that's aunt Christina whom i met back in Jakarta for uncle Han's wedding. 2nd grand-uncle and his ex-wife, aunt Christina's mum. Some of the aunts and

DRRR !!!

2010-09-28T15:22:00.003+08:00

Original video from: http://nico.pixnet.net/blog/post/31018964The three of them are hilarious. Though izaya seriously feels too normal here, Shizuo's depiction cracks me up. Dont mess with the physical type. Hahaha.Original video from http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm10940066Another DRRR video. Love the way it was done, very nice summary of what has happened to date. The frames and music worked

Tokyo Milk Parfum

2010-09-24T12:26:00.017+08:00

This is pretty old. Started typing this a few days after i got my stock but you know, takes a while to try all the scents. Ha.Anyway, got a couple of new scents from Soap 'n Sorbet to try out instead of placing my order with Black Phoenix Alchemy Lab . I'm still eager to try out some of the BPAL range (Dorian !) but seeing that i'm only 6/24 imps, it's gonna take a long while.SoapnSorbet's a

nails nails nails

2010-09-16T13:29:00.003+08:00

Helloo. Nothing much. I sprained my back (again) so am taking some time off from work. And since no work, i decided to get my nails done, just because i felt like it. Ha. So yup, no photos of my ugly feet, but i love love the colour i got for my hands. It's the OPI Alice in Wonderland series, Absolutely Alice. was deciding between this and Mad Hatter (which was sliver with hints of purple).

luna sea

2010-09-09T23:33:00.001+08:00

One of my favourites of all time. The mv is gorgeous too. That melancholy that haunts.I For You by Luna Sea.

Orihara Sake Bar

2010-09-04T01:31:00.000+08:00

Finally found time (and company) to pop down to Orihara.This 3 cups (and Derek's 3 actually) almost killed us. I think the lowest was 60%. Urgh. Anyway, had some Hotaru Ika (grilled ones) and ordered ANOTHER bottle of peach "umeshu" in addition to those sake we had. The bottle we got was awesome. It's like a nice dessert wine to end the night and all. Well, thankfully it was only 8%, still, the

2010-08-31T00:09:00.001+08:00

Because Po wanted to see the new wallpapers:

ningen rebuu

2010-08-30T21:37:00.004+08:00

Just changed my wallpaper. Ha. Finally managed to turn on the laptop long enough to do so. Heh. Anyway, while i cannot seem to find a stomach-turning awesome one, i did find a pretty nice looking one of Izaya looking pretty wicked. Ha. Ningen rebuuuu. It's times like this that i wish the laptop still had photoshop. Sighhh.Good art makes in sick, in a love-sick with the beauty kinda way, really.

password protected.

2010-08-30T00:56:00.004+08:00

I dont know if you remember, but you once gave me your password.There are a handful of people whose passwords i know. None of them asked for, most of them given due to various incidents and reasons. Mainly for their laptops, various applications or just to be able to read certain things on certain people's blogs. I know it was given out of goodwill and i really dont like abusing this trust you've

2010-08-27T18:49:00.003+08:00

If you ever saw passed me, wouldnt you know, That this is my dance,That this is our song.Maybe one day looking back, remembering this summer twilight.The things we let go of,The choices we had to takeWe'll lift a toast to this one day, And this is my reverence.

at the end of my way.

2010-08-27T00:33:00.004+08:00

As the treacherous sunset seeks to engulf us,I will run towards the end, escaping everything.As the dreams seek to chase the dreamers, we will start anew,Believing in this brave moment, we must not forget.The lies of infinity whispers by, consuming us.Yet tomorrow never arrives,The end that we seek draws away,further than before.Still, slowly picking up the pieces,we will walk through the flames

Durarara, ED1Trust Me

2010-08-25T00:03:00.004+08:00

Durarara!'s first ending, "Trust Me" by Yuuya Masushita, here's an unofficial (but absolutely gorgeous) Piano Cover i found while looking for Izaya's insane ringtone. Ha.Speaking of which, i do think the actual song makes a good song to dance to. Simple lyrics, repetitive and catchy.That said, Uzaya Circulation is hilarious. Insane Izaya is love. Hahahaha.

今　夏がスタート

2010-08-22T00:47:00.000+08:00

いつの日か　思い出すのだろう今年の夏のことを

hmm.

2010-08-13T12:32:00.004+08:00

Just had the most bizarre 24 hours in a while.Heard some news from someone last night. Weird in a nice but aw-shucks way.Got a call from the department of architecture at 930 in the morning asking me to submit my reading responses from sustainable architecture last sem for an upcoming exhibition. Like why are they even calling me up to ask for my works ? Half-dazed, i almost went blabbering about

sde rag'10/11

2010-08-07T12:37:00.012+08:00

Have been popping down for rag the past week or so despite being "out of sde" now. Ha. It's really been an interesting time i guess. Wont say i enjoyed every moment of it, but somehow, there's always something almost magical about rag every year with the sde bunch.We lost all awards, but somehow we've really more or less won the day. Despite the main float's truck breaking down, we stubbornly

TLAB: zuko

2010-07-30T00:35:00.005+08:00

http://0kiwi0.deviantart.com/gallery/#/d1ffad4 Have i mentioned how much i love good art in fanart? Yes, i dont like fanart that looks ugly, no matter how much i like the series or story. Anyway, i just love how she captures zuko in a breakdancing firebending position. I always felt it to be almost like breakdancing sometimes. Hurr. If anything, fanfiction and fanart are like my guilty little

destiny

2010-07-29T18:35:00.004+08:00

He sighed, a small smile creeping onto his lips. Placing a soot-covered thumb on the child's head, "A spark in the mind, an ember in the heart, a fire in the belly, and destiny in your hands." His thumb touching each spot in turn as he recited the old blessing."And now it is done."

of epic showdowns and silent musings

2010-07-26T11:34:00.005+08:00

Met up with Derek (who has hay-hair currently, thanks to a bad dye job + extra short cut) yesterday to pass him some stuff for his hair. Apparently it's so bad initially that his mum burst out laughing when she saw him that first night and his boss while initially did not comment (bet she didnt see hima s he was running late) couldnt stop laughing when he saw Derek during lunch break. Thus my

Ravishing red rambutans

2010-07-08T20:14:00.004+08:00

The rambutan is definitely one of my favourite fruits. Save for the hairy exterior, the plump, white juicy and sweet flesh always makes me want more. I remember that when i was younger, i used to bite into the shell to get to the flesh. One of my least favourite bit of getting the fruit as the soft spikes usually tickle my mouth and the husk leaves a sour-bitter aftertaste. Nowadays, i just use

tales of a dreamer

2010-06-26T20:28:00.005+08:00

I wonder who are the people actually reading this now. Anyway, for you pumpkins reading this, for a long long while now, i get very bizarre dreams. Dreams that are more or less in the form of a proper short story. The genre varies. Ha.Usually i dont recall what happens after i get out of the half-conscious state one is in before really waking. But lately i've been doing my best to remember the

Ending of a Journey; Full Metal Alchemist

2010-06-22T12:55:00.004+08:00

鋼の錬金術師終わる After some 9 year, it has ended. I remember following this series by accident. Just a 'read it because i was bored' incident. In fact, i recall hearing about it before, a good series with some funny name, Full Metal-something. The dropbox showed FMA and Full Metal Panic. I honestly think that i started on this because A comes before P. Thankfully, i made the right choice. Have been

Artsfest 2010, Recent random encounters

2010-06-09T23:16:00.005+08:00

After the interviews at Sunrice, took a walk down from fort canning and ended up walking all the way to Bugis, passing by the contempt art space by the Singapore Art Museum. Took a snap of it as the huge bunny on top was such a queer yet adorable sight.Invitation to Dream: A Fire Garden Installation by Compagnie Carabosse (France) as part of the 2010 Singapore Artsfest opening. Went down with

interviews and all.

2010-06-03T20:14:00.002+08:00

Interview for placement felt doubleplus ungood. After it, a thousand and one things swirled into my head, telling me, "why didnt you say that, ask that instead". I wonder if i'm just too much of a pessimist at this. Then again, the worries are pretty justified i guess.Also, i cant believe i signed for it again today. Sigh. Self-control shuyun. It's not just a miserable 150 or so. It has a whole

durararaaaaa

2010-05-16T00:04:00.002+08:00

Durarara!! has got to be the most psychotic and yet hilarious manga i've read in a while. Heck, it's got suspense, psychological, mystery and comedy. Oh and interesting art, reminds me of Yozakura Quartet, the nice charming kinda art i like in shounen. Oh and main character that appears to be a total wimp but is actually a totally psychotic and cold character = huge huge bonus. Hahahah.Heck, i'm

2010-04-23T21:00:00.003+08:00

Travel along the ribbon road, Walking along the blue bird's path Fixated upon the glowing light.Be careful not to waver, be careful not to stray.After all,Silently, stealthily, before you'll even know; Grasped by the Will-o'-the-wisp, One can never turn back again.

endless reign.

2010-03-07T00:22:00.001+08:00

how suffocatingly painful it isto be stuck here in this endless reign.

alcheon.

2010-02-27T23:04:00.002+08:00

I just did a bit of a read-up on the history of some of the characters. Something i found interesting was that Alcheon's father while of "sacred bone" (aka royal family) married a lady of "true bone" (one rank lower) so that his descendants wont have to be involved in the political struggles. Yet in the end, after the ruling family died, there are no longer anyone who can ascend the throne, hence

queen seon deok

2010-02-24T01:41:00.005+08:00

Okay. I just NEED to get this off my chest.I've been catching this korean drama, Queen Seon Deok like an auntie (since i personally NEVER watch korean dramas as i refuse to take sappy scenes) ever since an accidental viewing on CNY. Anyway, while it's pretty good, i think the main draw for me has to be Lee Seung Hyo who acts as Alcheon. Eh. He's damn cute can. I swear i'm a sucker for the tall

i want to walk with you.

2010-02-20T01:46:00.005+08:00

Okay. It's been almost a month, in a nutshell, i'm more or less "officially" out of architecture. As poetic as i would like to be, i guess due to the time that has passed already, i've already came to terms with the issue and am no longer able to write the prose as i would like. Ha.Still, it's surprising what people end up saying when they realise you're leaving. Not all, just some. I'm amused by

bye.

2010-01-03T13:33:00.004+08:00

Flying off in another 18 hours or so. Must remind my sis to do the whole liquids in bag thing. Been a year or so since the last trip, cant recall if i did such troublesome stuff then.This hols has more or less officially come to an end i guess. I cant really answer myself as to whether it's been good. It started out well but seems to have led to a downward cycle for me. Strained back plaguing

2009-12-06T02:55:00.000+08:00

Send your own ElfYourself eCardsMERRY CHRISTMAS DEREK !

2009-11-08T12:52:00.002+08:00

less than 2 weeks to go till exams. approximately 10 days till DDM is due. exactly 8 days till concert report is due. only 3 days till submission.i think i ought to really start.

2009-10-20T11:19:00.002+08:00

Suffocating, suffocated.Can we just sit and watch ?Just sit and watch in indifference; this beautiful disaster.

2009-09-25T05:33:00.005+08:00

I fear death.Perhaps a tad too excessive for someone my age. Throbbing headache now. A migraine. Pretty normal sounding i guess. But it troubles me. Very worrisome how it seems to be worst when i'm lying down. Very worrisome how it seems to stem from a point at my head, how it got so bad that it kept me from sleeping.I just got up and popped a painkiller because it was too unbearable. The pain is

9pm dim sum

2009-09-25T00:11:00.005+08:00

For entry 1001, i'm just gonna ramble a bit on some stuff:Just came back from dim sum with joseph less than an hour ago. It's been quite a while since i've seen him. Sometimes, i wonder how one can just have an endless conversation with someone despite being out of touch for so long. 3.5 hours to catch up on half a year's worth of stuff. Joseph relaxes me, no guards, no masks. One of the first

1000th

2009-09-02T22:34:00.002+08:00

What better way to mark the 1000th entry than with an apt quote from the Sandman ? One that speaks of dreams, changes and futures. One from the very volume that got me started on this awe-inspiring series.All around me darkness gathers, Fading is the sun that shone; We must speak of other matters: You can be me when I'm gone. Flowers gathered in the morning, Afternoon they blossom on, Still are

2009-08-28T02:53:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, you just wonder what else can go wrong ?Sometimes, your heart just clenches and stops without a warning. Master Mad Hatter, you're still there, always still there.

holiday food trail

2009-08-08T00:55:00.002+08:00

A collage of my holiday food trail around Singapore. Some are old while others are new places. Nonetheless, they're all awesome food places. Here are all those nice lil' places' yummy dishes. At least the ones i remembered to take photos of before attacking. Hahaa. Good stuff. Yumm.

Donut !

2009-07-15T13:40:00.002+08:00

Saw this at Cold Storage yesterday as i was getting the ingredients (AHEM) for dinner. It's a Donut Peach. No i'm not kidding.I would buy it just for its shape, but Aly wanted APPLES or BANANAS since i didnt wanna get STRAWBERRIES. Thank you Aly and Choon Peng for gobbling down all that was prepared. Despite the fact i used flowerpots to contain the food. Hahahaha.Though i suspect that might be

The Ubin Trip.

2009-06-26T11:12:00.012+08:00

One fine afternoon, during the holidays, Potato Head said to me: Let's go to Ubin ! I agreed after some thought and thus we packed our bags and left for the tiny little island.Potato head, the initiator of the trip started to yawn as soon as we got to Changi Village. "I'm sleepy, i dont want to go to Ubin." says the Potato Head.I ignored the pleas of the Potato Head and left on the ferry.We

2009-06-25T20:02:00.000+08:00

Been almost 1 and a half month since the last update. Haha.Major update with photos coming soon ! (:

the 12 phases of my "summer".

2009-05-10T01:33:00.001+08:00

1. Home sleep home.2. Figure out dota.3. Runnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.4. Pass my PT after long last.5. Clear bike.6. Meet up with andrew/gerald/ting/amantha/esther/selma/eugenedon/kaelyn/karen/daniel/warren/wenxin/jehanne/david/eugenelim/etc.7. The soccer session as promised, SIGH.8. Read read read.9. Ballroom dancing.10. Clear all the courses.11. Work, money, work.12. OMC.13. Trip with the hall people.

beautiful disaster

2009-04-28T02:25:00.004+08:00

I cant figure if we're alright or not. You were surprisingly frank that day. Ambiguous as usual, yet upfront.Perhaps you figured it out long ago but just didnt dare to ask. I wouldnt be surprised, after all, you're always so cautious.Thinking of things now, i cant help feeling guilty. For the things that i've done and those that i've not. You said you're alright now, but i wasnt there when it

year1 portfolio

2009-04-25T03:34:00.007+08:00

My pinky finger is cramping up due to the massive amount of ps/typing i've been doing. Ouchh.Anyway, just had dinner with Derek and Theirry at Subway. Yeaaa. Pretty much slept after tea once i submitted my stuff at the office as i was still having a really bad migraine, so i pretty much skipped dinner again.Talk about Murphy's Law. After sleeping late the night before due to my staying up to make

donny boy again.

2009-04-21T03:15:00.002+08:00

Utterly random, utterly spur-of-the-moment, utterly us.don.ovan - slacker/mugger says:i lost my dear sony phone before cnydamn sadyun says:hahahow comedropped it ?don.ovan - slacker/mugger says:i think dropped it on the way back to msiawe have been together for one yr alr layun says:LOLdon.ovan - slacker/mugger says:then she left w/o goodbyesad siasyun says:you damn dramadon.ovan - slacker/mugger

5 centimeter per second.

2009-04-21T00:44:00.013+08:00

The movie consists of 3 short stories serving as separate vignettes that tell the tale of Tohno Takaki. The title of the film is an analogy to the rate at which cherry blossoms fall.; it talks of how people start out together and gradually move further and further away from each other. Surprisingly, for a Shinkai Makoto film, it has no sci-fic elements. Still, his usually poetic visual dialogues

Susan Boyle

2009-04-19T03:41:00.000+08:00

and the bluebird flies away.

2009-04-18T04:17:00.002+08:00

Things happen, people change.Time passes, scenes shift.Gears shift, cogs move.We're different now.Then again, perhaps we never were the same.Spoke to Derek the other day. Due to a lack of suppering people and the RHAU people who always "bo jio". Ha.Anyway, was a good talk. He seems to be more of a sap regarding my relationships then i am.I know i ruined it and i am sorry for it. This is how i

updates.

2009-04-08T18:27:00.004+08:00

Amazing. It's been more than a month since the last update.Anyway, things have been busy busy busy. As usual. Ha. I almost lost my hall stay by forgetting to accept Raffles before the deadline. Thank God the deadline got extended.Then there was the One Week sketch, crit, AkiCon, DoUndoRedo and WeatherTool. The next crit's tomorrow. Then it's busy busy busy for another 2 weeks or so before exams

oneliners.

2009-03-08T14:26:00.002+08:00

My eyebags are getting seriously huge. Scary.New studio listing's out, seems like the most ironic thing really happened and i ended up with Oscar.I got angry yesterday morning; insomnia, work, people.My phone now has a huge crack across the lcd screen due to me throwing it in rage. Sigh.Thankfully, Joey managed to get all my contacts out for me as well as pop by my place to get me one of my old

2009-03-02T02:25:00.005+08:00

While studying for my test on Tuesday, i was talking to our super lame pink thing,He amuses me like no other. Not to mention he allows me to steal borrow almost everything from him without a grumble. Including Patapon 2. (:don.ovan - steal the perfect moments says:wat test are u having on tuesyun says:my electiveyun says:heavenly mathematicsyun says:it's okay. but very confusing.yun says:you can

2009-02-28T18:20:00.001+08:00

How am i gonna finish revision for my GEKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK ??And i need dinner. No one seems to be available for dinner. Depressing.

thoughts, penang, people

2009-02-28T00:08:00.003+08:00

Things got out of hand i guess. I hope they're alright now. Because really, if Oscar should blame anyone, it should be me and not Keith. I feel like i've betrayed my kid brother, sending him back into the room that night.I agree with what Andre has said, but nonetheless, it's not that easy to be apathetic towards the matter. I think this trip is a make or break thing for studios. You either end

2009-02-27T23:40:00.003+08:00

yun says:how did you even keep it ?yun says:how come can anyhow fly oneBen's pet dragonfly died says:i din even intend to keep itBen's pet dragonfly died says:it just refuses to fly outBen's pet dragonfly died says:so i adopt it as my pet lorBENTO always seems to be keeping weird stuff as pets.

track

2009-02-21T01:37:00.007+08:00

Fall forward; fly, on gunshot.Burning red track; intoxicate me.Run, just run.Smell of heated rubber; turn, stepping up.Roaring stands; let the voices kick in.Run, just run.Dash ahead; last leg.Bittersweet tears; sweat mingled, heart clenched.That taste, dont ever forget.I know, to label something written in 2009 as a memory of 2007 may seem strange. But still, stepping onto the track that evening

2009-02-19T17:52:00.002+08:00

Everything doesnt seem to be okay after all.Meeting with the girls is canceled as i need to have my studio crit that day.And the oscar thing, i think i've more or less gave up. We're fine. As fine as how andrew and i are currently. Which goes to say a lot, really. Heh.I miss Gerald though.This break feels more rushed for me than relaxing. I'm really worried as to if i can finish everything on

2009-02-19T02:32:00.003+08:00

Archi con is so much funnnn. So dumb. So hilarious. Oh gosh. I hope everything turns out fine when building though. Hahahaha.

2009-02-18T14:59:00.001+08:00

Everything's gonna be okay.Cant wait for this coming friday and saturday. Room session and meeting the girlfriends. (:

2009-02-18T05:04:00.004+08:00

I feel that i cant communicate with oscar anymore and it frustrates me so. I really thought we were friends. One of the few i truly trusted in there.

relationships, spaces, parallels

2009-02-09T20:52:00.004+08:00

Crit was decent today. I think it might have been better if i didnt redo all my drawings, giving me more time for my models and diagrams. Still, my playtime diagram is more or less settled (so thoroughly simplified that i doubt i can do anymore) so i just need to think more about the stars piece as well as try to integrate it with my houses' diagrams. Hmmm.Anyway, i suppose it'll be better if i

2009-02-06T01:52:00.004+08:00

ivan. - says:maybe i should teach in a jcivan. - says:hahahaaivan. - says:i'll get the chicks if i teach in oneyun says:you're not reuben la. no chicks.Today's moon must be damn blue because Mr Lee spoke to me all of a sudden. Haha. But it's been so many eons. Like at least a year since ? Yup. A whole year since i saw them all.We

rambleeee

2009-02-04T04:47:00.007+08:00

Last night, due to Archi con, we went around exploring sde at past midnight. Which, surprisingly was awesomely fun ! Haha. And we finally found the way to the roof ! It's such a beautiful place. Perhaps i'm only saying that because i enjoy the vastness and solitude that the place is able to offer. Still, it's the kinda place i dont mind bring my board up to work at.And also, yesterday's our

2009-01-30T01:38:00.003+08:00

I just did something i have not done in a while, i got really pissed at j. I think it's really more than just him, but the issue at hand. Why cant these people just leave me alone. Yea sure, friends, close friends, whatever. Whenever i try, you give me that, it's either you date me or we're not even friends attitude. I hate it when you two get all so sweet and nice one moment and then do a 180

birthday; bracing for the storm ahead

2009-01-30T00:32:00.007+08:00

2 cakes, 20 donuts and 1 brownie cake later, i've officially left the teenage-years. Depressing, i'm starting to get oldddd. Still, thank you all for remembering. It's kinda nice but odd to still be getting well wishes some 5 days after your birthday's passed. Nonetheless, i'm grateful to them all.EDIT: And 1 strawberry cheesecake, thanks to my Crusade people who popped by when i was manning the

psychedelic sock and double espresso shots

2009-01-25T01:10:00.002+08:00

The title, a reference to my very much beloved Lester. I was thinking of that last note he wrote (on what else but a TCB serviette) and somehow, i wish he was there that night. Our psychedelic sock story, so bizarre to others, our queer little secret. My nicest emo drummer boy. (:Depressing things happened ! Again ! Thanks Eugene, you're a nice pancake ! (I can still recall the time i told David

2nd week of sem 2

2009-01-19T02:42:00.002+08:00

2nd week of sem 2 and i'm still awake at this hour; am getting a slight migraine though. No really, not because of the singing people. Haha. It was amusing seeing how people got sucked in one by one. Ahhh. The power of karaoke. Such madness, i was pretty afraid i'll end up with a complain. >.

fishbone incident

2009-01-02T21:35:00.005+08:00

I thought it would be pretty fast, getting a fishbone out of my throat.So i left my place in the afternoon hoping to settle it fast then head off to get a haircut. Alas, my family doctor scolded me for attempting the various self-cure techniques while he referred me to changi general's a&e.Thus off i went, home first because i've been a careless pancake and kept forgetting my phone lately. Really

2008-12-31T00:41:00.002+08:00

First i had a chronic sore throat, which turned so bad that i'm having an ear infection. Then, the wonderful knee problem comes back. Then, i start getting tension headaches that plagues me through the entire day despite popping of paracetamol. And now of course, to end it off, i had to get a fishbone lodged into my throat. And best of all, it's an eel(unagi) bone. Like what were the chances of

2008-12-25T16:37:00.000+08:00

Thank you, Jesus.

2008-12-24T16:16:00.001+08:00

It's been a highly depressing, upsetting holiday. So many happenings, yet not many good ones. Heh.

2008-12-17T20:57:00.004+08:00

Crushes me to know that he'll be out soon enough. That we're so contrary yet so close. It worries me yet excites me. Still that nagging, ever so perfect brother and friend, always worried about me. Or would things change even further ? Seeing him on saturday over lunch was awkward. Very. Still the bickering pair, but i feel so inadequate whenever i'm with him. Especially when we're with the

2008-12-11T22:59:00.003+08:00

I wanna watch Code Geass. Someone be nice and tell me you have the DVDs for it.

2008-12-09T14:52:00.004+08:00

Strangely i've more or less gotten over the fact that my orange fuzzy's gone. Still, i'm hoping someone turns it in. After the police report, customer service reports and all. It sucks having to wait a whole week for your new/old card(s) to come in.Worst thing is i cant even be sure what else is inside. Besides money and cards. Argh. Thankfully, Alexi's card that i thought i left inside was

(Rabbit) Doubt

2008-12-04T23:01:00.005+08:00

Doubt, a horrifying thrilling psychological suspense manga. You know the saying "wolf in sheep skin?", well, this is a story of a "wolf in rabbit skin". Well, basically, the moral of the story is that kiddies should not play any old game out there. Heh.After the first few chapters, initial impression felt familiar and vaguely reminded me of 'Battle Royale', 'Kindaichi', 'And then there were none'

2008-12-04T01:09:00.000+08:00

Don.E † says:haha it's ok, erm i have 8 days of leave left to use till the end of this yearDon.E † says:soooo erm just tell me when u will prob be free lo =))Don.E † says:when u noe lo =)Don.E † says:haha i miss our jc days when i saw u everyday in schDon.E † says:or at least every once in a whileAwwwwwwww. (:

2008-12-03T13:37:00.003+08:00

Now i've the time, i've nothing to write. Great.Why do i somehow feel so suffocated this break? Even when things have barely just begun. To become even more callous than before is it truly the only way?And my heart is heavy and my heart is light. So contrary, so analogous.In the end, who truly knows?

2008-11-30T00:40:00.002+08:00

seehong. says:i thought today was sundayseehong. says:like saturday was sundayseehong. says:so coolseehong. says:i suddenly gained a dayseehong. says:wah i feel powerfulTalking to Mr. Invisible Ruler aka Seehong is a whole barrel of laughter. Another sandman fan in the making. Wheeee.EDIT: I found out his chinese name's 思宏, which is awesomely pretty. I shall start calling him by that instead. :D

2008-11-29T21:05:00.001+08:00

PATAPON 2 It doesnt really look THAT interesting. And the egg looks kinda ugly. Still, dont mind playing it. Gonna wait a while though, it was released in japan less than 3 days back.You know that song i mentioned, Monsoon, i'm like hooked onto it. Especially the German acoustic version. But it's so painfully melancholic. While it makes you wanna tear yourself away from it, you just cant

perhaps

2008-11-29T01:47:00.009+08:00

Last paper was yesterday, i suppose i was acting pretty reclusive during this exam period. When i visited Derek after the paper he mentioned how i seemed to have disappeared for weeks. Ha. I reminded him i turned up to see them mess up Julie. Still, it was nice having a proper conversation with him again. One that consists of more than just a sentence. (:There are certain things i would rather

tokio hotel

2008-11-27T23:52:00.005+08:00

Imeem browsing tonight. Decided to listen to this featured group or something as i was getting tired of my playlist. They look pretty punk/emo/metal though but turns out they sound pretty very pop-ish after all.Still, i kinda like the lead's voice and they're German apparently. Ha. (All the more to take it as an elective) But he sounds pretty feminine at certain parts, which, is interesting i

more manga stuff

2008-11-26T19:42:00.002+08:00

Another old series. Not very into the story here, but the art's alright. And the coloursss. I'm a sucker for good rendering as you should be able to tell by now. I want the kanzenbannnnnnnn. For both this and Houshin Engi. Hahaha. This more though, because it'll finally conclude the tale and the Horokeu story. Gah. It's the whole engima thing.Another image here, okay, someone (Kaeeeeeelalalaaa)

3 months on.

2008-11-25T21:05:00.015+08:00

Because Kino refuses to hold my book for more than 3 days, i had to go down to pick it up today. Was only then that i realised that i'm getting it in advance (it wasnt on the shelves yet).Anyway, so i got my calendar for 2009; cant believe the year's ending already. The year hasnt been really amazing but it's frightening how the second half of the year sped passed with the whole school/studio bit

back in hall

2008-11-21T13:33:00.004+08:00

My calendar's a week behind time, my room's still as messed up, my door mat disappeared. And so i'm back.Bought some snacks/food back for the coming week or so. Ahhh. Am behind time after tuesday got wasted thanks to cramps. Gah. Oh well. At least i brought nice food back to comfort myself. Hahaha.Alright, get a nice cup of earl grey going then gonna start revision.

2008-11-17T21:53:00.002+08:00

Beauty is a promise of function. - Ralph Waldo EmersonThis line, is so romantic. Ha. I think my brain's burning out from the revision.

you, you and you.

2008-11-17T20:24:00.005+08:00

In the end, i'm still not as gracious towards him as how you were towards me.2 years after we've concluded our tale, i'm still searching, still hoping. Searching for that something we left behind, hoping to find it again one day.Though this time, i no longer walk alone. That hand that you've released, no longer hangs there alone.Yet, while i never thought i'll have to use this label again, i